Heaven Knows (Rick Price)

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up 'til I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know

And though she's so far away
It just keeps gettin' stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

My friends keep tellin' me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Heaven knows
Heaven knows

Kerna ini aku diam (kerna sayang!)

aku tahu ia pasti berlaku,

aku tahu hatimu pasti panas,

itu baru nuklihatku,

belum lagi suaraku,

walau niataku tidak untuk menyakiti,

aku bagi mu virus yang mengganggu,

maaf jika kata-kata ku menyakiti hatimu,

maaf jika laku ku meluka hatimu,

tiada niat langsung,

marahlah aku,

bencilah aku,

aku ini hanya sampah yang berselerak minda mu,

siapa aku,

aku tiada makna dalam kamus hidupmu,

aku hanya entiti yang membakar amarahmu,

walau aku tidak buat apa-apa,

kerna ini aku berdiam,

kerna ini aku rindu dari jauh,

kerna ini aku intai disebalik dinding,

kerana aku tidak mahu kau marah,

kerana aku tidak mahu menjadi arang yang membara dirimu.

Bare Naked

why do i do this?,
why did i have to see the past,
it is because you miss her,
it is because deep down inside you,
you have made an oath that there will be no other,
why did you have to live with this,
cause you have choose this path,
but this is not what i wanted,
u know it from the start,
remember the oath that you said to them?,
remember?,
that she will be your last and you will love her until your last day,
remember, remember, remember,
yes i remember,
and now you have lost her,
and you are your oath with or with out her,
yes, with or or without her,
my heart was just for her,
just her,
and i lost her,
but the heart is still beating just for her,
now all i can feel is pain from that,
just pain,
pain living with memories, hope and empty wish,
i understand now why i`m in pain,
because an oath can't be broken like promises,
you stick till the end of your days,
so i realise that my life will be about pain,
something that i have to accept in my life,
it may not be physically,
but more to internal pain,
pain of the heart,
i prey to God that ease the pain abit,
so i could keep my sanity,
help me to keep moving with a heavy burden,
yes, i know that life sometimes is cruel,
but maybe after my ending days,
the pain will stop,
so i can really feel the life that i miss in this world.
I miss you very much,
very, deeply......

whispers of the heart (do you understand me)

i still remember the time,

when we use to sit together on the evenings,

talking bout the future plans,

and while you speak from your heart,

i seal it with a kiss on your forehead,

and pray that it will come true,

but that just memories now,

you don't remember it anymore,

i know you are happy now,

and i'm glad that you are,

just looking from a far,

with a smile and tears in my eyes,

maybe it wasn't for us to be together,

but my heart is still close to others,

maybe all i wanted is you,

until my last breath,

and i can't fool myself anymore,

i prey to God everyday,

that you will always have that sweet smile on your lips,

all i do is wish,

but i know it will not come true,

keep on wishing everyday,

even i know the truth,

living in a world where you just look,

makes the heart weak every passing time,

where questions plays in our minds,

does he treat you better then i do?,

does he love you better then i do?,

wanting the answer that i don't wanna hear.

RINDU

Rindu,
hanya dapat aku pendam dalam sanubari,
hanya mampu menatap memori lalu,
hanya mampu tersenyum sendirian,

Rindu,
perasaan ketika berbicara,
ketika kau dalam dakapan,
ketika kita ketawa bersama,

Rindu,
genggaman tangan mu,
jelingan manja mu,
bisikan cinta mu,

Rindu pada memori silam...